晴天小豪猪的沼泽乐园

 

 

 

 

好久没有在空间里发泄自己的心情了，眼看着09年就要过去了，我也该写点什么来纪念这一年我的变化。

经过CBT第一阶段自我治疗以后，我改变了看待事物的方法，在第二阶段开始的时候，我突然极度消沉过，

但是经过痛苦地挣扎，我终于走出了迷茫。

我尝试几个月不用家里的钱自己养活自己，才突然发现活着的艰辛根本不允许你有时间胡思乱想，

我以前说自己有忧郁症，那绝对是我吃饱撑着无聊才会得的病。

问我寂寞吗？我不能完全否定。偶尔想想那些同龄的女生，已经为人妻，为人母，家人围绕，

过着安定幸福的生活，我就会觉得现在一个人好凄凉，不知道现在我所做的一切是为了什么？

但是她们有的那些我以后都会有的，而我现在所经历的，才是我真正想要的：
爬爬山，躺在草地上看着蓝天白云，看着远处湖水荡漾；
看电影，听音乐会，看SHOW，泡个温泉做个SPA，读读喜欢的书，研究研究国学弹弹琴，

特别想过规律的生活的时候，便回到学校里；每年都有机会旅游。至少我还了解了各国文化，品尝了

各国美食，去了MONTREAL最著名的281......

我在享受着这种平静，从容，等待着下一次生命变革。

O Canada! Our home and native land!
True patriot love in all thy sons command.
With glowing hearts we see thee rise,
The True North strong and free!
From far and wide,
O Canada, we stand on guard for thee.
God keep our land glorious and free!
O Canada, we stand on guard for thee.
O Canada, we stand on guard for thee.

 

O Canada! Terre de nos aeux,

　　Ton front est ceint de fleurons glorieux!

　　Car ton bras sait porter l′épée,

　　l sait porter la croix!

　　Ton histoire est uneépopée

　　Des plus brillants exploits.

　　Et ta valeur, de foi trempée,

　　Protégera nos foyers et nos droits.

　　Protégera nos foyers et nos droits.

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster,

But in front of the person you like, you get happy.

 

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring,

But in front of the person you like, winter is just beautiful winter.

 

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush,

But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

 

In front of the person you love, you can't say everything on your mind,

But in front of the person you like, you can.

 

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy,

But in front of the person you like, you can show your own self.

 

The person you love comes into your mind every two minutes,

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love,

But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

 

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them,

But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

 

The feeling of love starts from the eye,

And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

 

So if you stop liking a person you used to like,

All you need to do is to cover your ears.

 

So if you stop liking a person you used to like,

All you need to do is to cover your ears.

 

But if you try to close your eyes,

 Love turns into a teardrop and remains in your heart forever after.